So today is of course Wens and I don't feel much like doing any of the silly dragon stuff today. Things are not so great with me tbh. I tend to stay away from any sort of relationships because its easier to be alone then it is to lose someone you care about. I am not referring to relationships as in dating but just relationships in general. I don't have many close friends... infact I am ranging on just a handful.... or maybe just one... and that one is leaving soon... and no matter how happy I am for him to be getting a great job, for having an amazing wife and great kids, I can't help but to be jealous and sad. He has become like a brother to me, and while it was joked about me moving some where near by him. I never actually expected it to happen. It turned into this hope I guess maybe just a dream to escape the sad truth that no matter how much i hoped He was going on to better things and I am just stuck nobody in the greater scheme of the world. This all is not helped by the fact that my job is pushing me to the point of quitting. We are so shorthanded its stupid and all my manager can do is bitch because we don't get things done. We are working 3 people sunday all day long. I am just so fed up with this all. Anyway I am done bitching, no point in wasting anyone who might read this time.
Will
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